Dearest diary ,
i worked at vivo for the first time today & i must say , time flies very fast today . (:
there were like so many customers , and my colleague was a super friendly one . plus , can use hp somemore . hehe . :D

well , i think i've been spending too much time on work . i haf no time for boyfriend or even my sibs when my parents are aldy gone .. hais .. im trying to fit in every little time i can to contact boyfriend , bt he aldy sound me tht i was too busy for him . its been a very , and i mean VERY , loooong time since we last spent the whole day together , even if it's just ONE day only .. he wanted it so much . well , i do too . bt work has been occupying most of my time . moreover im a full-timer . & still under probatn . i can't keep on asking to change my schedule ryte ? wht wud they think of me later on ..? hais .. bt nvm , sat , i go out with boyfriend . monday i off , i guess i'll bring the sibs to VIVO or stg . end of story . i'll haf to talk to the boss again . hais .. hope he doesn't think im so cerewet .. :/

tmw working again . at wisma this time .
haziq will be having lunch with me before work .
but the thg is , im broke . -,-
nvm , he'll supply the ciggs then . haha :D

& i really miss this lady here !!! :'(

Dearest diary ,
its super-dee-dooper long since ive last updated this blog . this blog is like DEAD already .
so many things happened for the past few weeks , in which most of them are good stuffs .


ferstly , HAPPY 2 YEARS ANNIVERSARY KHAIFARINAA !
& the best part was , he's back ! (((:

secondly , mama & papa has safely reached Mecca for their Haj . (:
hope they can do their ibadah dgn sempurna . amin .

thirdly , ive managed to use the phone line within my budget/aim . (:

fourth , get to watch "christmas carol" with boyfriend . (:

fifth , work has been fun ! (: but tiring though ..

i haf been working my ass off . so tiring nk mampos !
hopefully i can update again tmw .
k bye !

& i miss mama & papa already . :(

went to Kak Lin's house today . the whole time there , we keep playing with each others touchscreen phone . haha . like jakon like tht horr ? LOL .
and Rad plated my hair !

whoa . been soooooo long since i last plated my hair siaa . (:

idk y , suddenly my mind reminisced every single sweet moments i had with him together for the past years .
i miss everythg tht we had .
i miss having someone having to call and ask abt my whereabts n wellbeings .
i miss his hugs and kisses .
i miss those long late-night calls .
i miss those smiles tht make my day .
i miss the laughters and craps we made .
i miss having someone wishing me luck the night of the exams .
i miss someone having to call me whenever he's bored .
most of all , i miss him .
i really do .
But im sorry , i hafta move on . i can't go on living in a world of heartbreaks anymore .
no , i can't .

i just hope he's okay too .
one thing for sure , i still love him & i still promise forever .
time will tell . insya'allah . (:

i wished what we had was real .

I'VE GOT MY LINE AND MY PINK LG COOKIE PHONE !!
been playing arnd with my new phone the whole day .
im such a happy girl lah ! (((:


i've texted everyone (except for him) my new number .
anyone who haven't get yet or have changed ur no , do pm me or leave ur whtevr-it-is at my tagboard aytes ?

& ohh , 4 more days !!
weeeeeeeee !~

the interview today was great . & the best part was , i got the job !
& i got to know tht the shop's name is Daniel Yam , which is singapore's fashion designer !
ever heard of him before ?
and the pay was more than expected ! (:

aft tht , went to meet Mummy and Kirin . went window shopping at ION . went window-shopping . then we spot this cute shoe .

cool and cute ryte ?

then went to Starhub shop . wanted to get my line and the phone . but too bad , i gorfot to bring my ezlink . like fcuk ryte ?!! so fucked up sia . aft tht , no mood to windowshop aldy , then went to northpoint to eat .

waiting for the train , we spot this one girl carrying the same Reebok bag as Kirin . haha ! then she quickly ask me to take the pic from the back . LOL

hahahahaha !!! gi suruh your boyf belikn bag br arhs ! LMAO !

then went to eat KFC at Northpoint . Bought a new fake eyelashes too . tht's for work . hehe .
aft tht , Mummy went home . so left with me and Kirin alone . then still got time , went to wlds cc to visit my PSD girls . also bcos Kirin wanna see me dance . (:

it was such a touching scene . everyone hugged me the moment i opened the door . so touching nk mampos ! i love my PSD girls sooooo much !! danced bck with them . nxt week , can join them officially aldy . cos nxt week Os finish !! can't wait !!

6 more days baby !! wee !~

Dearest diary,
physics & geog paper sucks a lil' today . nt much confidence .
but its over pon . haish .

went to lib with E'zzati just nw . bought straits time & look for job . called a ladies fashion wear company , and they told me to come for an interview tmw . hopefully i get the job . insya'allah .

still looking forward to the new phone . hopefully i'll get them tmw . (:

today is a boringg day ! bored giler nk mampos y'knw !
oh well , at least i've got something to tell today . (:

first , all the pics on last sat & sun are ready !
go here for birthday + halloween pics .
go here for bowling pics .

second , im going to get a lineeeeee nxt week !! haha ! okay .
mummy's gonna get me one . and yknw wht ?

im going to get tht fone !!!!!!! wee !!!~
LG KP 5OO ! HOTPINK somemore !
can't waaaaaaaaaait !!!

but i've made up my mind . im nt gonna tell him abt this . i wanna go on living without him for awhile . i wanna learn how to accept .
so if you want my new number , do ask me yourself aites ?

im a bored-but-happy girl today ! (:

31/10
it was Aryan Ritz's birthday . he is 1 yr old aldy . so cute .
they had it at eXplorerkid at dwntwn . the kids dress up for halloween . so cute .
especially the birthday boy , tht lil' bby dressed up as a bee !

can spot tht lil' bee ? cute ryteeeeee ? :D

here's another cute bby .

he's Hazlam . cute lil' bby . (:
and many other kids as well also .

then chalet there also .
there was halloween party and the ghost were scary ! the pics are with Rad .
ngah waiting for her to upload all the pics nie ... infact ALL the pics are with her ..
cepat laa Raaaaad !!

then at night , played bowling . as weird as it seems , it was my ferst time bowling . LOL
ok laa , fun . except i cannt carry the pink ball cos its too heavy for me , then so paiseyh . hahas .
aft tht , sleeeeeep !

01/11
went cycling . no pink bike uhs . =( then terpakse take blue .

rent for 1 hour . fun but so tiring ! cos its been such a long time since i cycled . hahas !
aft tht , went makan with fam & uncle Haris's fam . ate at bedok walk .
sedaaaap ! then went home .

reach home , i rushed for ss . studied like fuck sia . nxt day is exam taw .
DEAD . i told myself .

& at midnight , kirin called and told me Hafiz passed away .
he took overdose of drugs , drank too much and stuffs .
he's just 17 , same as me . bt went too soon .
RIP Hafiz , god bless you . :'(

02/11
ss was quite easy . lucky the one i studied came out . PHEWW !
bt fuck ! i got the point all messed up . haiz ..
nvm , still gt geog . hehe !
& chem was easy ! i likeeeeeeeeeeee !

went to tagged . & someone added me bck agn . it was Nana .
and we haven't been any better . bt who cares .
she wrote in her journal at tagged ..

" kadang2 mCm pelik kejap kate kwn kejap taq..

ade lah sOmeOne nie dd i tink euu knal..prangai sak...ckp byk sendiri mau ingt ah...tyme2 susa carik aku..

bler dah hapi wah sia kanasai campak aku tepi lah sial...

kwn ape sak gytuk mCm..prangai taq perlu.. "

wth ryte ? haiyoo . whtever laa . like i said , nt gg to bother . k bye .
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