Running away

Hey BaBy..
ni gamba smlm. i dah edit.. hehe
yg lain gamba smue tk lawa ah. so tk nk post ah.. :)
anyway, thanks for the 'JUMPER' tickets, for the top up, for going out with me.
easy said, thanks for everything.
really enjoyed yesterday.
Love u Sayang

KhAiRiN

oh yes. ni gamba hari tu jgk. asek lupe je nk upload. :)

There's a certain point in your life,

When you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything

But it's not giving up, it's realizing

You don't need certain people and the drama they bring.

to these bunch of jerks..

just wann u to noe..

tt eu are NOT needed in my life..

i won't regret losing pple lyke eu..

& will never be.

it's been 4 yrs.
i already 4get bt hym, i guess..
no im nt.. is it?
ohh whatever.
well.. most of u wud noe hu im talking abt..
it's Satria.
i haf Khairin nw.
i must totally 4get bt hym.
i can't haf hym.
come on, Fadaa.
he's hurt eu so badly.
u've waited fhor hym fhor 2 yrs b4 u gave up.
it's a waste of tyme..

To myself:

4get hys name..
4get hys face..
4get hys kiss..
hys warm embrace..

4get the love you once knew..
remember he has someone new..
4get hym when they played ur song..
rmbr when eu cried all nyte long..

4get hw close eu once were..
rmbr he has chosen her..
4get hw eu memorized hys walk..
4get the way he used to talk..

4get the things he used to say..
rmbr he has gone away..
4get hys laugh, 4get hys grin..
4get the dimples on hys chin..

4get the way he held eu tight..
rmbr he's wif "her" tonyte..
4get the tyme tt went so fast..
4get the love tt moved, it's past..

4get he said he'd leave eu never..
come on, Fadaa..
he's gone forever...

today's f&n..
make yummy chocolate chip cookies with my hamtaro!
it was so much fun!
it's funny hw we cn laugh thruout the whole 4 periods!
evertyme hamtaro disturb me..
i'll pinch his cheeks until it sores.
ahaha!
n he did tt to me too.
bt it was a "no pain" kinda pinch.
wad a jerk.

got bck my geog test paper today..
oh gawshh!
muz re-test agn coz i failed. again.
i just hate geog!
especially the tchr!
got 6/16.
lyke f**k!
urghh!

they streched the assembly today.
was suppose to end at 12.30,
bt ended up finishing at 1!
basket!
hamtaro sat beside heidhar.
they were gay-ing thruout the assembly period.

ferst was the police crime crap..
and then prize giving..
(n i got the prize! bt slenge was the one who went to collect it for us..)
and then the eng week crap.
nid to finish up a pathetic story on this so-called smart maniac whom parents depended on her a lot to be a successful person in the future..
wadever it is larhh, okehh?

went home n rush out again.
my syg was late. again. as usual.
we rushed there, and went home via mrt.
my idiotic lil' sis n her primary 6 so-called "boyfriend" by coincidence is taking the same train.
i sat wif my syg of coz..
looking at those two kiddos having the tyme of their own.
its so funny.
reminds me of my childhood "monkey love" days..
(:

i got a necklace thingy from him too!
he said it was actually for his ex.
who actually STOLE his ferst kiss from me!
wtf.
bt wadever it is.
i still got it, ryte?
ahaha.

he'll be gg for hys pit tmw.
ohh gawshh!
gonna miss hym..
haishh.. :(

i HATE mdm Radha.
she make me write "i will not speak mother tongue in geography class" 45 tymes!
bloody shit!
my hands felt so numb.
thnx to tt mamak!

URGHH!

tchrs are such a pest!

-19 Feb '08-

at last!

after 3 mnths of waiting..

its finally the end of the "waiting session".

im just so happy.

he's mine at last.

i wanna treasure hym.

i dun wanna repeat my mistakes lyke wad i did in the past.

2008, a whole new life.

no more bitches. new boyfriend.

bt im still me!

im just trying to gain my parents trust bck nw.

so tt i cn haf at the least taste of freedom.

i wanna be lyke everybody else.

bt nw it seems tt im starting to gain their trust bck.

hmm

planning for Sab Slengeh burfdae.

she wants to book a chalet..

bt all are booked!

bt my "sis-in-law" is helping silly Sabby find a chalet.

she asked me to overnyte dere.

bt.. my parents..

u noe..

i dunno.

coz i haven't asked them yet. :P

AND its totally NOT the tyme to ask yet.

quite a number of things happen today...

at school, helped out wif the eng week stall crap.

its a game stall.

brought 6 pens home. (:

well..

im starting to get use to this so-called "new" environment.

im getting along VERY well with my "hamtaro".

he's Faiz. very cute lil' toyol. ahaha!

he's my relative btw.

so dun get it wrong huh!

followed by Satan(Hafiz), Boi Darkness(Iwan) & Boi smile(Ahmad)..

fhor the gurls..

of coz my silly Sabby slenge(Sabrina) & Mac(Erni)..

nt 4getting my sweetest sweet & chocolate suppliers in class..

Noob(Hock Boon), MoFo(Chang Lin) & Teh susu(Zuhairi)..

i just love my classmates!

met my syg after school.

he was late. again.

coz of hys stupid DOTA game. again again.

urghh!

DOTA is such an insect!

uh'oh! i skipped CO today.

opps!

oh shit.

when i gt bck hm..

my mom knew!

n i just had a lil' arguement.

bt most of all.

i had a great tyme wif my darling today.

lurve ya, baby.. Muahh!!

F-I-N-A-L-L-Y
19 feb o8
everything goes as planned
well not everything
my mouth just cant say wat i supposed to say
stupid mouth
im just happy today :)
n tired as well
i feel guilty making her angry the whole day
but i think in the end its all worth it..
:)
k gtg

love u fada dear

YAYNESS for today!
i've got FULL MARKS for maths!
woohoo!

haiz..
almost slept during co today.
boring.

aniwae..
i viewed a bitch friendster today.
and i saw tt she wrote "ur outta my life".
n obviously..
she's referring to me..
she even deleted me outta her featured fren.
well..
just listen up here bitch!
dunchh u noe tt i was dumping u all this while?
u're just one stupis ass.
a bloody bastard, i cn say..
i wanted to break our frenship from last the last tyme..
bt u're the one who refused to let me go.
so wad happen to "sisters forever"?
wanna noe wad?
those are just BULLSHIT.
get it? BULLSHIT. twice.
and i won't regret losing a fren like u.
u're nt a fren either.
u're just another one more slut in my hatred list.
n u shud be proud tt u're ferst on the list!
n now u cn haf ur own life wif ur own group of wad u call "girlfrens" which are just a bunch of jerks who believe ur lies and nt realising tt u're gonna bckstab them one day.
so i cn just say gd luck to them.
whatever it is, u're outta of my life bitch!
& never ever think of getting bck. coz i won't.
n like wad "he" said..
i used to believe tt everybody likes u like wad u said..
now i noe its all lies..
coz i don't.

Friends like you are nt worth it!
Fuck off, Bitch!

To: My FaDaarling

Thanks for making this blog ours. again. :)
i really hope this blog doesnt closed down.again.again.
tmrw is 19th feb and its already the 3rd month.
i really cant wait bcos there'll be surprise from me (as promised)
as she scored full marks for her maths.
im really proud of her. :)
keep up ur god work darling. hehe
sorry ah if i talk cock alot.
not use to posting blog.
haha
k thats all.

From: KhAiRiN

Gyeah!

new bloggie, baby..!