Running away

Dear diary,
okay. i HATE papa! he didn't lemme go for the makeover photoshoot, in which i've ald promised baby, wandi and kak illi to tag along. haiz. since then, everything went wrong. it's so chaotic, when i thought today would be a fine day. and bcoz of me, everyone was in a bad mood; baby, wandi, kak illi, hakim, and of course, ME. im so fed up. had a lil' argument wif baby just nw, in which i sooo hate it. and yeah, ya ryte. today's damn fcuking bored. im bored to death! ohh god. this boredom is killing me! plus, i can't get to talk to him till nyte or even tmw. he's going to bugis then baybeats or whatsoever he call it. so... am i understanding enuf? gaahhs xD

On the brighter side of life, i got to spend time wif myself today, ryte? ok FINE! i AM pretending to be optimistic. bt... NOT!

well, chatted with sufi and fauzi just now abt something-you-dun-need-to-noe. bt still, i can't wait!

i am still waiting for a call from aunty miirah. ohh pls have a vacancy!! & ohh, imysm!

okay.. waiting for his call nw. =_=

another boring day. and today, sabby and i played bingo the whole day. haha! xD

and here comes the gd news..

i got the job at HSBC after 'N's!! thnx aunty miirah! (: app it lots!

my first wish: ohh pls have a vacancy!!

okay. intensive totally sucks! BLUEK!
so bored in class. and cold too.
whole day in air-con. haishh.
too bored tht lil' ida and sabby got nth to do..
and alas they gave both gave a a piece of graffiti each with "fada love khairin" on it.
gaahhs. xD can see tht they're REALLY bored to death. haha!
bt still, im a survivor of boredom. (=

and there they are.. their awesome masterpieces!

my life seems brighter now. and so am i.
things are fixed.. problems are solved.. okay. i feel much, much better!

gawshh! i love Muhammad Khairin Bin Hamzah aLOT! okay. i can rely on him now. bt seriusly, testing his patience was fun! haha. im sry dear, bt i just wanna see hw long u can stand my giler-ness and irritating-ness. haha. u were a great guy after all.

okay. congrats dearest. ur wish came true. (: im glad too. bt dun ever let me down.
aku shayang soulmateKu larh ohkayy! *big smile*

talking to him ryte nw. if he ever noes im posting nw while talking to him........... i'll be in dead meat!

alryte. nyte nyte gundus.
gaahhs xD

second trip to the gym again today. hahaa. bt this tyme, sabby went to do those monkey stuffs. haha! i didn't. even when im one. haha.

just an hour then we haf a "date" with our hawthawt Ms Wati junior. hahas.
thts all i guess. hmm.. been posting short post lately. hahah.
will update soon. hahas.

nyte nyte, swittards. ZzZzZ

and so today..
went to the gym. hahaa. i noe it sound weird for a lil' girl like to to go to the gym. bt im a STRONG girl okay! ahaha. nt tht "strong" larhs okay.. hahaa! xD

im tired. i need a nappy.
zzzzzzzz

HAPPY 9 MONTH-SARY BABYKUSYG!

Every time you say i love you
i say it right back too
you always say yeah right
believe me or not, its true

i really wish i could show you
how true my love really is
yet every time i try to tell you
you keep trying to give me a kiss

so do you believe me or not?
how am i supposed to know?
i keep trying to get through to you
but what am i supposed to do?

maybe i should say it first
but I'm so scared that you wont say it back to me like i do
but you CAN apologize and say i love you

right now..
I'm wishing you were here
holding me and keeping me from harm
loving each other like lovers do
forever you'd hold me in your arms

and yeah, i can't believe me made it this far.
ILY babyKu! muahs! xoxo

today is the start of the SS and MT intensive. BORING i can say.
haiz..
but nevertheless, i get to study better nw.

stupid school! shud be getting report book today and it was postponed!
wth sia.

PS: tmw's my 9 months! bt im still in a fight with him.. haiz..

are you calling me tonyte? do u even rmbr?

hello earthlings.

well, today's fira skools' "Family Day".

nt gonna talk much abt it.

bt overall, it was fun! yet tiring. pheww. -_-''

so again, let the pichas do the talking! xD

but unfortunately, managed to snap some..

coz my cam's batt went dead after a few shots. wth.

tts me! otw to ChaoYang School.

hey! it's our turn!

them doing jigsaw puzzle.

Firzan shooting.

get-into-the-orangey-land game.

catch-the-ball game.

get-the-ring-into-the-bottle game.

after all the fun, back to square 1 again.

the thing i hated most.. i fought with him.

ok. I started it.

ytd i said tht he don't love me animore. but thts exactly wad i see! ohh come on. i thought he said "accept & adapt"? and now he's trying to put the blame on me. ohh god! u're so mean! i want my khairin back! just stop taking him away can?!! pleasee! i beg you!

i want to get my khairin back. i just wished today is 19.11.2007. wer i can start everything back.. i can't forget hw in love he was with me at tht tyme. love at first sight. but well.. nw it's nvr gonna be the same again. even when we're together now. i miss those days.

oh time.. turn back, will you?

but whard i noe now, im not gonna repeat the same old stuffs back. im tired of repeating. he's 18. he ald "kenal dunia". nw let's just see wad he meant.. u noe, before i got him officially, i always listen to this one song. it just describes my feelings at tht time. well, nobody noe abt it okay. haha. it called "Dear Diary" by Britney Spears. i always smiled when listening to tht song, thinking hw hard it was to tell him tht i love him. bt nw, it just brought tears in my eyes, a aslash in my heart. below is the song. get a feel of it anw. hahs. (:

Dedicated to soulmateKu, Khairin, on 19.11.2007.

and today's a BORING day.
stupid mrs geetha asked us to staybck after skool today.
and as usual, i skipped. haha.

tonyte was one of my biggest nyte.
i told him wads in my heart.. haiz..
well, im sorie. i noe it's an "OUCH!" darling..
but like wad u say.. we shud "accept and adapt".
i accept it but i dun wanna adapt it.

PS: im waiting for ur reply.

i miss him. :(

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU

Abg Hussein & new Wifey

ohkay. the picture nt so perfect hurhs? gotta brush up on my photography skill again. haha!

oh well.. let the pictures do the talking alryte?

just post some coz lazy to post all.. haha!

alryte, nyte2 donkeys of my heart.

muwahs! xoxo

hello swittards.

hmm
new update: (26/10/2008) hari raya performance at WCC - Panca SriDarma

ohkayy. shud i go anot? i mean, it's my N day. baby, mama and papa dun wanna let me go. bt it's my first Panca SriDarma performance okayy! ok fine. i leave tht to them.
even if i weren't to go, there's still many more performance after N's ryte? hmm...

well, planning to do "something-suprising" for him after N. he'll get a copy of it anw. and tt'll be like our.. 11th or 1 year anni present for him frm me?... ahaha. gawshh! i can't wait!!

nowadays, i've been composing songs. thts part of music. and music is my passion larhs ohkayy! and so.. lyrics, notes, music sheets are all over my room ryte nw. haiz. messy messy.

ohkayy. it's been 2 days since i last saw him. imy him lots lots.
if only he's here.. =(

alryte, gotta cont composing my new song.. it's titled "forget". hahas.
'till the nxt post peeps.
byebye! (: