i just love fridays; a day that i more or less see hym often.
both of these naughty kids skipped class today.
but we're still "gd" students okehh!
was supposed to meet at kedai mama ACT. u pple wudn't wanna noe how we came up wif that name. ahaha! its a funny story... but still, i can't resist not telling u wad abt it!
on one of the days, the morning turned out bad. someone spotted us "ehem ehem" -ing
somewer only we noe. we ran out of ideas of wer to go then i make his life miserable by making a more-than-2.4km-morning-walk. i noe he didn't like that. bt i dunno wad else to do. then we went
rounding then ended up at this one mama shop near sabby's house. then "bla bla bla".. we broke into a fight again.
we tried to catch each other's attetion but failed. and at last, it ended up with me buying sweets from the shop for no reason, him using the fobe talking to no one,and he wastin ghys money on a cheapskate cigarette when he has his in his bag. how clever of us ryte? when we got home, we talked abt it and laughed our lungs out on our childish behaviour. ohh how silly of us. i won't forget this moment. ohh yeah.. and tts hw we came up with the name kedai mama ACT. ~wee!
back to story..
in the afternoon, we watched
congkak. it was a great show. lots of suspenses. lots of toot-ing words came out of hys mouth many, many tymes. i love the way he cuddles me in the cinema. i feel so close to hym. as if he's trying to show his true love. awww. tts sweeeeet hunney bunney. :)
went shopping with a budget of $4 for the irritating freakiong kids. then came a funny part when lil' bro wanted to test out hys new sticky toy. i threw it up on a wall and it got stuck! ahaha! all of us burst out. everyone who walked past there were watching us. ahaha! at last hubby carried firzan and he got hys toy back.
went hunting for a couple ring. cross check with 3 shops. at last, we got it. it was great. it was nice. simple yet sweet. he's wearing the one with "Fadaria <3 Khairin" and i wore the one with "Khairin <3 Fadaria" .. then he sent us till the bus stop then went home.
aww.. im gonna miss hym again..
:(
yesterday we both did not attend our classes :)
she wanted to came to jurong to meet
the reason is she doesn't want to trouble me by going
all the way to her place(
ape saje ntah)
its quite lame but i like the idea somehow :)
haha
supposed to meet at 730
but i'm late bcos of bz traffic
that is unusual bcos i'm the 1 who has always been punctual
hehe
so met at 745
sit around my neighbourhood
arnd 9+ its getting real boring and decided to go lift-hopping
sounds stupid but she likes it a lot
then walk arnd the blk
walk up and down the stairs
until im really tired and then we sat again
did nothing
but sit
:)
27/5/08
KhAiRiN
I'm sorry for the pain i caused..
I'm sorry for the tears i made you cry..
I'm sorry for the lies i told..
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect..
I'm sorry that I'm not pretty..
I’m sorry for not being there when I said I would..
I’m sorry for causing so much trouble..
I’m sorry for always doing the wrong thing ..
I'm sorry I'm a failure to you..
I'm sorry for saying those things..
I'm sorry for calling you 'the thing'..
I'm sorry that you dumped me..
I'm sorry i wasn't good enough..
I'm sorry for insulting you..
I'm sorry for being such a bitch..
I'm sorry that the reason i do these things is that i just can't get over you..
I can't believe you think so low of me..
I'm sorry that i still want you so..
maybe i am selfish..
maybe i am waste like you said..
but i can't help being me.
Im sorry.
well, tts me.
love me or leave me.
*FaDaa
hmmmm..
love u or leave u...??
thats definitely the most easiest question i have ever heard
leave u?
im the stupidest man on earth if i ever do that
worst than him i guess
of course i'll choose to love u
no
im not trying to be sweet or wat.. hehe
but its the fact
wat i love is still u
not watever u've done
not watever u've said
but in the end its still up to u to believe wat i've said..
im just telling u wt i feel.....
KhAiRiN
happy 6th month 1 day!! d-_-b
today is tuesday
today is 20/05
today is great
today is fun
:)
had great fun today with my fada. hehe
went lift hopping at my neighbourhood for abt half an hour
after that went to bukit batok
B-U-K-I-T :)
ok thats all
not going to tell anymore... hehe
KhAiRiN
(charged 2-0, syg!)
HAPPY 6TH MONTH!
and she hate me
thanks
KhAiRiN
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:44 PM):
kate buat hw?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:44 PM):
ngah uat la ni
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:44 PM):
pakai com....?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:44 PM):
f&n
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:45 PM):
kate tadi dabes?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:45 PM):
1/2
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:49 PM):
u on9 sampai kul brape nie
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:49 PM):
sampai u bbual
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:49 PM):
ouhhs
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:50 PM):
abeh u?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:50 PM):
ntah
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:52 PM):
happy waiting..
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:54 PM):
tkkan u have nothing to say????
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:54 PM):
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:54 PM):
iye lah tu
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:55 PM):
wad am i suppose to say then?
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:55 PM):
something u are unhappy abt..
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:55 PM):
nahh..
nth..
im happy..
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:55 PM):
-_-
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:55 PM):
..
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:56 PM):
kk
im sorry psl tadi
psl hari tu smue k...?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:56 PM):
nehh
its nth
really
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:56 PM):
serious2
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:56 PM):
i serious too
maybe im too sensitive nowadays
..
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:57 PM):
come on
jgn nk kasi2 alasan
serious
i sori
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:57 PM):
nehh
i dun think u meant to be harsh ryte
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:57 PM):
just shut up n forgive me can....?
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:57 PM):
haiz
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:58 PM):
wad is dere to forgive abt
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:58 PM):
abeh sejak kebelakangan ini i asek2 marah u aje
fikir balek i pun sedih sendiri
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:59 PM):
haiz
tk la
serious
serious2
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:59 PM):
-_-
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:59 PM):
-_- x5
-=KhAiRiN=- says (10:59 PM):
-=FaDaarling=- says (10:59 PM):
-_- back
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:00 PM):
oi
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:00 PM):
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:00 PM):
cukup la
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:00 PM):
cukup pe
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:01 PM):
hahs
ok la
........
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:01 PM):
u
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:01 PM):
-_-
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:01 PM):
u
!
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:01 PM):
?!
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:01 PM):
bsk i nk anta u blh???
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:01 PM):
tk blh
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:01 PM):
ok
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:02 PM):
maklum lah... menyusah kan u kn..
kan i tk pernah nk turun jurong
kan kan kan?
nehh
just kidding aites
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:02 PM):
suke hati
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:02 PM):
*winkz*
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:04 PM):
suke hati
u ngah bobal psl ape nie
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:04 PM):
suke hati u nk ckp ape
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:04 PM):
...
-_-
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:05 PM):
zzzzzzz
boss u dah masok tuu
aHaha
!!
kidding kidding
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:09 PM):
bz pe?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:09 PM):
nt really
asl
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:09 PM):
org curi2 onl9 mlm nk bbual
u senyap dari tadi
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:09 PM):
excuse me
i was the one who last typed!
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:10 PM):
n who is the one who didn't reply
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:10 PM):
then am i suppose to say `oh'
`ok'
????
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:10 PM):
up to u
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:11 PM):
sebok buat hw?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:11 PM):
maseh leh bobal la
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:11 PM):
abeh u senyap
kan
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:11 PM):
tk
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:12 PM):
i dari tk tau ah bile
tgk u mcm dah lain je
is something not right???????
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:12 PM):
hmmmm
change?
as in?
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:13 PM):
hmmm
cahnge ah
change
lain
berubah
u marah kat i...?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:13 PM):
nk marah uat pe
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:14 PM):
dunno
abeh u skrg mcm ade grudge towards i gitu
thats wat i feel ah
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:14 PM):
grudge
are u nuts
y wud i
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:14 PM):
tk tau lah
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:15 PM):
wad are you trying to say actually
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:16 PM):
i feel that....
u mcm ade tk puas hati dg i gitu
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:16 PM):
really
ouhhs
uhm
i dunno abt tt
i mean
i didn't realised tt i changed in the first place.
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:17 PM):
thats wat i see
ataupun i yg byk fikir
tk tau ah!!!
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:18 PM):
herm....
actually, i do feel i changed somehw..
i dunno y
im like.. trying to be someone else..
dunno ah
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:19 PM):
sebab i asek2 marah2 u???
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:20 PM):
thats y u feel u change?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:20 PM):
uhm....
maybe....
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:20 PM):
kk
seriously talking
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:21 PM):
i think u dont seems to noe bile nk joke
bile nk serious
thats y i found it irritating sometimes
sori
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:22 PM):
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:22 PM):
hmm
nw u shud noe y i change huh.
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:22 PM):
not exactly
???
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:22 PM):
uhm
i myself dunno
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:23 PM):
i gtg
sori
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:23 PM):
ok
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:24 PM):
kolling?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:24 PM):
u want me to kol
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:24 PM):
deep inside nk
tapi suke hati u
hehe
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:24 PM):
ok
c hw
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:24 PM):
ok
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:25 PM):
im sori abt everything seh
eh
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:25 PM):
..
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:25 PM):
k........?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:26 PM):
...........
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:26 PM):
see wat i mean????
org bbual
all u say is ...
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:26 PM):
bt im nt joking
im just simply speechless
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:27 PM):
ok
then bsk?
cant i sent u to skool?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:27 PM):
nehh
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:27 PM):
pls!
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:27 PM):
i dun think so
i wanna be alone atm ferst
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:28 PM):
atm?
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:28 PM):
at the moment
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:28 PM):
ok
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:29 PM):
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:29 PM):
ok
im
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:29 PM):
but watever it is
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:30 PM):
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:30 PM):
i want u to noe
eventhough dah lame i tk cko
ckp
i love u
gd nite
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:30 PM):
nyte2
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:30 PM):
sleep tight
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:30 PM):
u too
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:31 PM):
klau ade pape
im just a kol away
-=FaDaarling=- says (11:32 PM):
i noe
-=KhAiRiN=- says (11:33 PM):
bye
oh my poor baby is sick of her life... HAHAHA
are u sure?
sure that ure sick n tired?
ure only 16 u noe..
eh
i mean 15++
hahahahahaha
anw,
im sori abt mothers day thing
it sux for me too
im really sori syg..
:(
KhAiRiN
today mothers day.
i can tell eu.. it
sucks.
im so fucked up today. i myself dunno y im so stressed out again. im going back to my old days wer problems seems to come one after another.
well..
he don't seem to wanting to talk to me today. the way talks is like a "
just-for-the-sake-of-talking" kind of talk. and when i talk.. he says im
irritating. WTF! i just feel tt deres only me and myself today. im so fed up wif life. get a life, Fadaa!! i mean.. a GOOD one. and nt a "troubles-seems-to-come-everytime" kind of life.
plus, mum and dad ask me to work and work and expect the best. if nt, haf to do it all over again. wtf! who do they think i am? their maid? where i haf to do eveything all by myself. and the rest of them just sitting around and having fun in my mom's room? tt is sooooooooooo unfair.
not only is it unfair, it freaking scary getting to noe tt u're the only one outside doing work?!!
WAD IS FREAKING WRONG WIF EVERYONE?!!simply said..
im sick of myself. im sick of life. im sick of everyone! eveything! so wad shud i do? give up? tts bad. bt i feel like doing it. i cannot stand it anymore. im sick and tired of eveything!
get that?
S I C K !!!!!!!!perhaps i was ryte..mylifesux
dear diary
its been a long time since i update u. :)
hehe
today im sick. very sick. so long nvr fall sick already.
hope to get well soon. cant tahan already.
headache.flu.cough.sorethroat.
klah. too sick to continue ah.
sori.
KhAiRiN
