Dearest diary,
idk whts to become of me n boyfriend . im so confused . im still wondering why i want him so much , why i need him so much . why can't i just get over & done with him ?
cos the truth is , i really love him too much .

oh well . another timeout ? well , im nt suprised .
same shit , different day .
im so pissed off . idk wht to do . idk idk idk !
it's like a cycle , y'knw .
& im so getting use to it .

was it me or was it you ? or maybe , was it US ?
stop making me like this , can ? bcos it's fucking hurting .
since im with you , waiting has always been my job . yeah u wud be saying didn't asked me to .
bt why do u think i did ?

SERIOUS SHIT , it's all up to YOU .
i'll just pretend not to bother .
i'll just pretend i dun care .
i'll just pretend i don't miss you .
i'll just pretend i dont love you .
why ? simple.
bcos i bet no other girls will love you as much as i do .

K BYE .