idk y i felt like readg the long post posted by boyfriend in this blog the last tyme .
somehw , it was just calling me .
after readg , idk y suddenly i feel so sad . sad tht everythg had to be over . sad tht those are just "used to bes" . sad bcos it nvr gonna be the same again .

& all of a sudden , it makes me miss US . makes me miss hym more than ever .
so i called hym just nw just to hear his voice .

& as usual , he knws there was stg nt ryte . idk hw he knws .
are there some sorta chemistry between us ?
is tht wht they call LOVE ?

and so i texted him wht happened bt there was no replies from hym .
does he doesn't knw wht to reply or just plainly lazy to entertain this matter ?
i wonder wht cud be in his mind at tht moment .
does he feel wht i feel ?

when i told hym im going to sleep , he called saying sorry tht he didn't reply . so i asked , wht was he gonna reply actually then ? bt he said 'nothing ..' . is it really nthg ?

so many question unanswered .
bt if i was given a chance to ask just ONE question ,
it wud be ,
do you still promise forever ?