first and foremost, even though it was supposed to be ytd , i wanna say
HAPPY 1YR 10MTHS ANNIVERSARY BBYLOVE !

I love you so much , i swear .
muackzzz !!

and so today's the first day of SHR . i wanna wish all muslims SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI , MOHON MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN ! Actually, i wasn't really in the mood bcos i kept thinking abt Os . shit ryte ? i just can't switch my "mind mode" larhs . haix ..

whtever it is , it turns out fine , just like the previous ones . my makeup's close to perfect , satisfied with my hairdo and everythg . lotsa camwhoring as usual .

too much to be said , i'll just show u the pichas jer lah k ?

go to my fb album to view the photos aye ? (:

goodnyte everyone .

well , its been quite awhile since i talked abt boyfriend . well , FYI , i & hym are just "special friends" now . im sad , disappointed , worried , glad . sad because this is the 3rd time i lose him , dissappointed bcos its 1yr plus tht we've been together yet probs are still nt settled here & there , worried bcos feelings may change in this process , in which is gonna be long , glad bcos he still dun wanna let me go as nothing . but so far , we haf been okay going through this process . he said we're gg through this together . so together , we'll get stronger together . & today is our 1st month of being special friends .

i met him just nw . he look different after his field training . unexpectedly , he kissed & hugged me once he saw me . you see , he still do loves me . i knw he is . i do too . the day was spent with him . he took me for a ride on his bike aft mths of nt doing so . we were so close today , felt as if it was the first time i met him . haiz .. only god knws hw much ilh . really .

& as usual , camwhored alone in the bus . people were looking at me but wth , i dun care . i was just doing tht out of boredom . nyeahaha !

Wandi & Hairul followed too . & at last , the day was spent at I.R.C @ BT . haha . i played along too . played left4dead , super fun but really memeningkan lah okay ! in between , he kept on kissing me ont he lips and cheeks , as if tellg me tht he missed me so much . hais ..

I've got the pichas of ytd from Nana Tetra ald . hahas . & so , as promised , here they are !

today's 4th september . & it's my birthday !! yayyyyy !! lyke at last , 17 ald . -________- bt this year's birthday isn't tht fun as boyfriend is in NS . *insert sad face* bt nevetheless , he managed to wished me before gg to sleep ytd . so , tts on the brighter note . hees .

the day was spent spent with Nana Tetra . went to JP & lepaaak . camwhorins and then sing2 . hehe . and i got a new name from her . ARY KECHYK . taken from my original name . then kechyk (translated : small ) bcos i am small . -___- & nowadays people keep kollg me " bdk kechyk " . idk y they started tht . bt at least it's better than being kold " ketot " ryte ? hees . aft tht went cwp , met mama at Prima Deli to buy my cake . (((: then went home , and celebrated .

presents for this yr isn't tht fantastic also . bt at least got present dah ckp lah eyhk .. got 50 bucks from my parents , earring from Shabrina e neighbour & 10 bucks frm Nyai . okay laa tu eyk ...