Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Dearest diary,it's been 3 days already tht i didn't contact boyfriend . idk why bt i just felt so lonely , so lost , so empty . sometimes i feel so fedup suddenly , sometimes i cry for no reason . bt somehow i feel that this is wht im suppose to do . i can't keep on losing everytime . especially losing him ..
i wonder where he is , whts he doing .. bt most of all , doesn't he miss me ?
3 more days & he's going for NS . if i were still to continue nt contacting him , then when will i see hym again ?
'O' levels MT oral is tmw . wish me good luck yeah ! i've gotta do my best , for my one & only , Khairin ..
i miss boyfriend alot . ):
