Dearest diary, im so fucked up . y is it so difficult for him to understand hw i feel ?! y must he still be ego ?! just
STOP IT for goodness sake ! please lah .. you're really getting on my nerves , im telling u . y can't we just be as usual ? y wudn't u say tht u miss n love me ? WHY ?!!!
ohh please don't leave me hanging like this . cos from wht i see nw , i guess ur feelings has faded . you cn live ur own life w/o me anymore ryte ?! you're ald bored of me ryte ?!
JUST TELL ME OFF LAH PLS ! u're just making me confused ! the way u talk was as if we're okay . bt then when i say tht imy or ily , u get pissed off . Y ?! dun you love me anymore ? don't you miss me anymore ?! or did you forget
WHO I AM to you ?! im no more special to you ryte ?! im just NOT ur type anymore ryte ?! if yes , then
TELL ME ! pls ... u're making me sick . really . if this was meant to be a test from you , im give up . i dun wanna play ur game anymore . geddit ?!
so cn u be ur fcuking self back again ?! please ?! or do i have to beg u ? do i hafta kneel down to u ? at least tell me if im still yours , cos yes , I DON'T KNW . pleaseeeeee lah eyh . enough of ur pretendences . pleaseeee !
if i ain't for you , just let me go . i dun wanna waste my time anymore .