Monday, June 22, 2009
Dearest diary,the relationship between boyfriend & me are getting more shaky as the days goes by . none of us knws wht to do or say . i really miss the old us , just like in the pic up there , where we'll be there for each other no matter wht happens . i dun even knw whether i shud call my his girlfriend now anot . 19 , our all-time favourite number . the day tht we day ferst met . sometimes i wish i had nvr known him . maybe GOD let us met too early ? or is this just a test ?
from the start , i had promised myself to respect and agree with any decision made by him . the the final decision was made . very heart-wrenching . well , he wants us to remain as "in between" or so-called "TTM" (teman tapi mesra) . bt he says tht he'll come bck after his NS . i wanna be with him through his everyday life . bt nw i can't .
i bought this for him in glossy red & glossy blue , since blue is his favourite colour . (: i think this is the perfect gift for him before he go for NS . at least , this will remind him of me , ryte ?well , read the description in the pic urself okay . thnks .okay fine . enough of emoshits . im through & done with .
let's just see hw you'd do without me .
lastly , i hope this quote will help me through the next 2 years . i knw im a strong girl . im sure i can get through this . i hope .. haiz .. ):
"Love has its ups and downs, its twists and turns. Love leaves you pain, teaches you until you learn and even if love takes so long, it always takes you to where you belong."
