Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Dear diary,it's been just 2 days since we last contacted each other and im missing him so badly. he didn't call me , didn't text me , and was not even online . i wonder if he blocked , or even deleted me off his msn contact list . but oh well , i've expected this to happen anyway . still , i wonder if he's missing or thinking about me . i bet he's enjoying or lepak-ing with his friends more often ryte now . he must be enjoying the hell out of his life without me nw . clubbing maybe ? or out with another girl ? i really don't knw . and im too afraid to find out too . but well , wht i've learnt from being with him is, expect the unexpected . so yeah , i won't be suprised if im replaced by other girls , but heartbroken & dissapointed , is definitely a yes . but i believe he's nt gonna do tht . he loves me , ryte ? i knw i knw . i just knw it . but somehw if he's gonna prove me wrong , then *some text missing*
okay , let's change the subject aites ? i knw u readers are bored always reading the same old thing . but this is where i let out all my heart and soul out . so yeah .
it's 3 more days to lil' sis birthday . i was planning to bring her out today to buy her a dress , but unfortunately , she's sick and wasn't able to go out . sigh . but nvm , will bring her out on sat itself then . so , where shall i bring her huh ? i wanna go somewhere further with her since it's been a looooongg time since i brought her out to somewhere far . bugis maybe ? but if we were to go there , i wud be buying my own clothes instead ! lol . okay , crap .
well , thts all for today lovely people .
gdnight. ;D
