Friday, February 6, 2009
Dear diary,it's 11.50 nw and my eyes just wudn't wanna close. i need someone to talk to. if only he was still here, i would have a shoulder to run to and cry on now. but unfortunately, he's nt. :(
Its been a day i didn't contact him. but well, i can't probably blame him cos it was MY decision nt to contact each other. i just hope he understands wht im doing this for. i dun want him to misunderstood the whole thing and think tht i wanna avoid him. NO. but somehw, it's been just a day and i've been insanely desperate for his voice already. but no, i can't, even hw much i craved for him. i hafta start forcing myself already. this itchy eyes and hands of mine has been eyeing on the fone the whole day!
however, thinking abt the many, many things tht we've gone through, in both happy and sad times in just 1 yr 2 mths makes me miss him even more. plus, valentines and our 1 yr 3rd mths anniversary is coming soon. the question now is...
Will he be back in time?
