Dear diary,
idk wht to say. idk wht to do. im so heartbroken. nvr crossed my mind this wud ever happen to me.
oh time, freeze will you? gimme a break.
i cnnt stand this any longer. i just can't. it's too hurting for me. the more i think of it, the deeper the pain. bt tell me, hw cn i nt think of it?
evrything just happened so fast. u dun care abt me anymore. y so suddenly? WHY?!!
it's so easy for u to lemme go. i nvr thought u wud ever do tht.
NOT READY?! wht's tht shit all abt? 1 yr 2 mth of being together and still NT READY? thts pure LAMESHIT! wht an excuse. if u dun love me anymore, say so. dun hafta give me those stupid excuses!
boyy, y did u change so fast? who are u? u're nt the one i used to noe! y do u have to make things so difficult? n yes, i told you tht i will nt wait for you ANY LONGER. i told you to FUCK OFF.
but the truth is, im still waiting for ur return. i'll always do. i NEED you.
i love you.