Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Dear diary,im more confused than ever now. i met him today, and everything went so smoothly! i mean, we're supposed to be in a 'timeout' and we acted as if we were meant for each other. he's so sweet today. he's giving me hope tht we are gonna be together again one day. i mean, thts a good thing but, he makes me miss him more than ever now. his touch, his hugs and everything just nw just came gushing into my mind again. somehow, i wish it was for real. :/ well, at least we dun hafta be uncomfortable noeing tht we're on 'timeout' when we're actually meant for each other, ryte? i just dun like tht uncomfortable feeling of his. so suck. treating me as if im a stranger.
Esp tht part when we were in the bus, tht was totally the person i used to noe. im missing the old him. so loveable, romantic and protective. bt well, at least i got bck tht feeling for like.. 45 mins? oh well..
but somehw, i still dun understand my current status with him ryte nw. but no matter wht, even if he were to treat me like a temporary ex gf, i dun mind. nonono, i mind actually. hees (:
but one thing for sure, he will always be my babyboy, no matter wht.
well, tht shud explain my mood for today. CONFUSED.
