Friday, January 30, 2009
Dear diary,things are starting to show up and getting better. im starting to feel as if i had the old him back. the undescribable one. okay tht says it all about my blog url ryte? lol.
But on another note, i dun really feel comfortable and safe nt having him officially mine, despite the fact tht we both noe we're gonna be bck together again. eventhough things are better nw, im just afraid tht history repeats itself. i mean, enuf of 2 timeouts. i dun wanna haf another okay. i dun wanna haf all these "wht if" thought whenever i think of him. i wanna think of him & smile instead of filling myself with sorrows & regrets.
Dear lover, am i loving you too much?
