Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Dear diary,
today's the eve of new year and i dun get any feel of it though. maybe thts bcoz 2009 won't be as fun as 2008 as baby's going to NS. i really dunno hw am i gonna live without him. im gonna miss him absofuckinglutely much! but hey, only married man cn choose to go anot ryte? so baby must quickly get married! hahas. okay tht was a JOKE okay! bt somehw... *evil smile*
well, let's get bck to today's happenings.
woke up in the morning and he was the ferst to come to my mind. bathe and everything, met baby at bus stop. took the cab and off to cwp to buy Mama's chee kueh (is tht the ryte spelling?), Firzan's beancurd, and then bought my stationaries at POPULAR. but he was the one who paid for everything, except for my stationaries. hw suhhweeeet ryte? (:
he gave me my new yr present. thts wht makes me wanna cry. coz i didn't get him anything! he bought me a pair of Everlast palm shoes and a box of candy cane!
Baby was suppose to end at 7 in the morning. (wth ryte?!) bt later on, he called n say tht he's otw to cwp. OMG. tht is lyke sooo near to my house. bt unfortunately, i can't join him thr. :( so i 'camped' with the lil' kiddos outside my house and played with 'light stick'. haha. okay i noe tht so pathetic..
it's 12 sharp ald!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
and i called him to wish him happy new yr! we waited for the fireworks bt at last there wasn't any. wthell ryte?!! then he went to lepak, as usual, when i thought tht he wud want to spend the ferst hour of new yr with me. :( since our resolution this yr is to be strong and matured, thn maybe it starts from nw. i'll just have to let him be with his frens. :(
he came home at arnd 1++ am. i wasn't in the mood atm and i started to run wild. well, if he was to think of me n come bck hm early and spend time with me this new yr, i wudn't be liddat. but since it was part of my fault for running wild, i wanna say tht im sorry.
so we put down the phone 'badly'. then i went to sleep, hoping tht tmw will a better new yr.
a miracle perhaps?
ohh wht a new year.
