Wednesday, July 2, 2008
&& for oral. i talked CRAP. hahas.
well, life cudn't have been worse without him. but i did this bcoz i want to give him some space. and also for us to think abt hw we've been throughout the 7 mths. coz it didn't seemed to be a gd one. but i hope it get things get back to normal, though. till' tt day, i'll be missing him.
things are getting better between me and mama, and some of my friends. bt i still dun wanna fall for their words again though.. Faiz said sry to me today.. well, my patience is paid off after all.
today is 2nd day of our minor separation and i still haven't got any calls from him yet.
"cud he even thinking of me?", my lil' heart kept whispering to me. i hope things are getting better for him over there.
today, went back home and not a living thing was at home. i was alone. my family went to JB. so i was left alone. chatted, studied, surfed etc. then went to play wif ina's lil' new bunny outside. a cute lil' one. then ina accompanied me cook his favourite food.. NASI GORENG KAMPONG! aww.. missed him soooo much tt all of a sudden i wanted to cook tt. bt this tyme, i'll be eating alone. no one to spoonfeed me. haiz.. and it rained. shows how much i REALLY, REALLY MISSED HIM!
alryte, im still waiting though.
&& i need a BIG hug now. :(
