woke up late this morning. probably bcoz of waiting so long to call him ytd.
bt in anyway, i gotta meet him today! and u noe wad? i cud hardly recognise him.
he's so hawt. and he's
MY BOYFRIEND. gaahhs. (:
met him at west mall. gave him his present. he looked so shocked. coz he was those stuffs i bought were, coincidencely, his crazy-craving stuffs! he looked so happy. as if in a trauma(which took such a long time for him to recover..). ahaha. bt it really makes me feel more than satisfied. aww. he just make my day. after a week of nt meeting. and missing our 7 th month anniversary which me missed like the... 3rd time?.. walk walk walk. then found a cigarette box which is still 4/5 full. ouhh gawd. maybe im his
gd luck charm after all...hahas.
im glad tt the day started off well. bt it didn't ended up with "
happily ever after".. tts the darker side of the story. bt i wudn't wanna talk abt it. it sucks. *bleahh*
plus today, all truths abt me are revealed. nw he noes who i am.. (even when he said he knew it already.. idk larr!)
well, is there such thing in the world called "FRIENDS"? or is it just a name for strangers we just knew? are FRIENDS suppose to mean JERKS?
thinking abt it back, i seem to deserve all these "special treatments". NA is just not the place for me. like SERIOUSLY. if only i hadn't took the wrong path. haishh.. bt watever it is, im a BIG girl now. (even when i look small. gaahhs.) i noe my priorities. hey come on, guys! the timid and kental fadaa is GONE FOR GOOD. nw, this fadaa is a BIG and strong girl. cheyy. hahas. mcm phm. :X
k larr. watever it is.. i noe my priorities right. i wanna concentrate on my studies. let them say watever they want to. i dun give a damn, you big freaking knuckleheads! u jerks are simply wasting ur tyme on me. ouhh god. look whose the stupid one now?! i'll just spend my precious time with my books and notes (and my baby boy, of coz) rather than insanified moronic bitches and hoes like you! u guys are just JUNKS. leave tt in the mail for me yeah? HAHA!
at least, i starting to feel someone's getting close to me. nt really close bt... ok larr. she's my dearest KAK ILLI. thnx to mr tally wandi, i got to used calling her KAK illi. gaahhs. well, hope she cud be my bestie eh? more to sisters even better! gaahhs. well, i'll start slowly. hehe.
tts all for today i guess.
tata donkeys! (:
PS:
to hubby: u dun haf to worry abt me syg. i'll be just fine. (:
to kak illi: hope u make things up with tally wandi yeah? and abt the suprise stuff.. just keep it a shusshh. haha! *winks*
