Running away

like i have guessed.. he didn't call me the whole of today. harsh words tt he said ytd were still haunting my mind. it makes me feel so weak. thoughts of hym brought nothing but tears dwelling down my cheeks. i don't seem to be having appetites these few days. have nt eaten for DAYS already. i just dun haf the appetite. im just too weak to do anything ryte nw.
ohh god, wad happen to me?.. i used to be a strong girl. bt now..? im so weak.

i feel like im losing hym already. bt no, i still haf to be strong! (even if i can't..) wad cud he be doing nw? cud he still be thinking abt me? or is the reason for he ignoring me is bcoz he has already found someone new? way, way, way better than me? wad is in his mind ryte nw? wer is he? doing wad? has he eaten? is he alryte? bt now the big qn is... does he still love me? coz i dun think he does anymore. the way he acts.

ahh! who cares abt me anyway?! N O B O D Y !! waddya expect fadaa? u just haf u live ur own life ALONE. well, i noe who i am... nw i noe y nobody cares. coz im just a ******. ryte? wad can i possibly do nw? maybe i'll just haf to wait for the worst to come.

to khairin:
leave me alone. u never cared.

♥ FADAARLING ♥
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