today mothers day.
i can tell eu.. it
sucks.
im so fucked up today. i myself dunno y im so stressed out again. im going back to my old days wer problems seems to come one after another.
well..
he don't seem to wanting to talk to me today. the way talks is like a "
just-for-the-sake-of-talking" kind of talk. and when i talk.. he says im
irritating. WTF! i just feel tt deres only me and myself today. im so fed up wif life. get a life, Fadaa!! i mean.. a GOOD one. and nt a "troubles-seems-to-come-everytime" kind of life.
plus, mum and dad ask me to work and work and expect the best. if nt, haf to do it all over again. wtf! who do they think i am? their maid? where i haf to do eveything all by myself. and the rest of them just sitting around and having fun in my mom's room? tt is sooooooooooo unfair.
not only is it unfair, it freaking scary getting to noe tt u're the only one outside doing work?!!
WAD IS FREAKING WRONG WIF EVERYONE?!!simply said..
im sick of myself. im sick of life. im sick of everyone! eveything! so wad shud i do? give up? tts bad. bt i feel like doing it. i cannot stand it anymore. im sick and tired of eveything!
get that?
S I C K !!!!!!!!perhaps i was ryte..mylifesux