monday. first day of the week. couldn't get any worst for me.
its my skool reopen n im in year 2 now. same class. just different teachers.
n the new ones sux. dont talk aboout skool..
after skool me n my frens went to play dota after a long time. usual place,usual time. then sab calls me n says that fada falls sick. at that time, i was busy playing n i thought that it was just a normal flu or something. but when i got home, sab says that shes at her worst when in the class n i started to feel guilty n i decided to call her. yup. sabs right. she sound so sick. n wat made me so guilty, sad n scared is that she said like wat she said b4, she dont feel my presence. ok. maybe shes right all along. i've change n im always not there in time when shes in need. n its getting scrarier everyday. im just so sorry darling. i just dont noe wat had got into me lately. but no worries, like wat i've promised, it will not happen again n i will never take u for granted. :)
another sad news. 1 of my fren met an accident on the weekend. i noe about the accident. it was all over the news. but i had no idea its my fren cos the pic in the newspaper so sux that i cant even recognise him. until ashraf came along n tell me the sad news, that adam did not survive. the feeling is just so terrible to lose a fren. only god noes
R.I.P Adam
KhAiRiN
ps: u go against my words,baby. so y cant i...?? :)