i now discovered my goals. after the super teens camp, i get my inspiration back. especially my confidence. to get an A1 is just 75 marks and above. tts is so-called "easy". well.. im now putting high expectation on myself. i hope to get As for all my subjects. even when i think its not possible for people like me. but i want to give it a try. i noe i can. all i have to do is believe i can.
talking about motivations, one of my best childhood friend (who was also my ex.. hees..) gave me a nudge at msn a few days ago. as usual, he asked abt my studies and hws life been going on.
Haziq: hey!Me: hello!Haziq: nt sleeping yet?Me: nope. haha. :)Haziq: well.. hws ur studies?Me: great! much better than last tyme.( long pause )Haziq: im sorry if i keep asking abt ur studies. im just want you to noe tt im very worried abt you. ur parents was really disappointed when you didn't make it to sec 4 express. i just want you to do well and make me proud. alryte? :)Me: hey.. dun worry.. i'll make you proud. :)well.. at least he cared. i glad. haha. he has always been. hees. :)i got to meet hym today! he looked so cute. ahaha! bt seriously.. i missed hym. haven't seen hym for 3 days u noe!! and guess whard..? tomorrow's our
5TH MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! bt then, im still nt sure if i can go out anot. haiyoo.
at nyte went for super teens. my parents were late. as usual. it was a very touching day indeed. hugged my parents and tchrs. all of them cried. including my father! aww.. i love hym.
